Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Vesak Day = Public Holiday = Off Day !!!!
Shiok siah! i'm so happy! i want to go Shopping tomorrow!!!
GSS is here!!
i want to shop til i drop. anyone wanna join me? =D
i plan to go Vivo City, Paragon and Suntec. how to do it within a day? haha =) ! i wanna go Vivo for Candy Empire. To get some candies to sweeten up my day! yeah! And get some new clothes and shoes. Paragon to buy a shirt from Zara for my brother. and not forgetting.. Anna Sui. i wanna get some new make ups. Especially the Face Powder. Simply love it. Hope i can get a new wallet too! Wow.. clothes, shoes, bags, make-ups..bla bla bla (and the list goes on and on..) Guess i would be broke tml!
My next post would most probably be --- declared bankrupt.
kekes. i'm so silly. Day dreaming at this time. teehees.
The song 'ALWAYS' by Bon Jovi has been humming in my mind the whole day. Meaningful song. I like old English songs pretty much. The lyrics are so 'romantic'. woot~ but i wonder why... out of so many, this particular has been on my mind!
I'm so proud of myself. Clap Clap Claps*** I handed my OT form today. Can't imagined i actually worked so hard and seriously. In the past, i skipped work at least two days in two weeks. Can u believe i can actually top the rate of MCs then?! None of my job lasted for one year or longer. But this time, i actually put my efforts, heart and soul in my job.
Darlings, all of you must be so proud of me ya! *Claps* bleahs.
i would be taking half day's leave on Monday. i want to accompany my precious. i feel so useless.. i have nv once helped my precious and darling manage their love life before. all i did was listen and no comments, no actions and NO HELP done. they helped me tons. cried wib me. listened to my grudges over and over again (even it's the 10000000000000000000 times, not kidding). wiped my tears ans heal my wounds. But how bout me? all i did was LISTEN and stay by their side. USELESS bestie i am. So yupp. precious.. let me do or at least share something wib you. Don't push me away. You know how much i love you.
P.S: Ladies. Why nobody's is voting for our DIY Ice Kachang?
Vote for me (hohs) !! tks! tks! tks! *LOVES*
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
- i would be there when you need me.
- we shall be there for each other til any one of us dies.
- i would cheer you up when you are sad.
- i would listen to your woes and grudges.
- i would make you smile.
- i want you to be happy.
- i would coax and cooed this lil princess whenever, wherever.
- i would wipe your tears dry when they comes flowing.
- i would be your best friend.
- i would never leave you no matter what happens.
Promises. Promises. And promises.
But...
I did not see you here when i needed someone.
I did not have you cheering me up when i'm down.
I did not get to nag, weap, and pour my sorrows in you.
I did not see you around to coax me.
I did not feel being loved , pampered and concerned by you.
Promises = Empty
thinking about which hp to change to. N95 like bit bulky. feel like changing from Nokia. Hmm. below are some options i'm considering about. Let's take a look at some i've got in mind.
Sony Ericsson K810i
quite a nice design.
3.0 MP.
i love cam-whoring.
the MP is great.
Auto focus helps too.
Samsung F500
Elegant Design. but only 2.0MP.
alrites. more updating later. going for more e-shopping.
we chatted and did some catching up. then went to develope some pictures and begin shopping around. After which, we headed to enter for billiard even though there's Kpool @ JP. lols. she said she's not used playing at Jp. so we cabbed down to enter. so we played two games and went to fag together wib clare. girls caught up wib one another. fagged and chatted. yeeps! i love LADIES. after which. clare went back into kbox. jiayi headed home.
played a few more games wib joseph. then play number wib some young boys. lost $25! Knn! they very lucky loh. sianz. nvm. jio them play again next time. lols. i so petty! small gas ghost! aftermath sam n his gf came to fetch jian and i for supper! Congrats! He converted his license already! So he is allowed to drive!! Good for you. =D after supper, i went home and fell asleep the very moment i landed on my bed.
I must be VERY T-I-R-E-D ! no doubts.
Monday, May 28, 2007
alrites. time for recaps.
Sunday. 27 May 2007.
Had granny n aunt over at my house. they bought me food. wanted to play mahjong, but i'm too busy. hees. the part time maid was over at 9am. did mummy's chores and ended at 12pm. then it's my turn. the auntie went for lunch and came back at 12.30pm. i took out all the clothes in my wardrobe for ironing. wow. i didn't know i have got so much clothes! while auntie was ironing, i decided to fold my own clothes too. i got many clothes to fold, thus mahjong was cancelled. sorries!!
mummy called at 5.30pm. asked mi n jian to join them for dinner. so we cabbed down to meet mummy n uncle at suntec city. the four of us headed to Balmora Hotel (i think that's the name.) for steamboat. i quite like it there. the food is clean + healthy. NO MSG. and it's the 'yin-yang' steamboat. with chicken herbal soup and Laksa gravy soup. Too bad, we were eating wib mummy. which means, NO BEEF for uncle, jian and me. sobs! but its okay.. i love eating wib Mummy still !! After eating, it was time for desserts. i ate a nice blueberry cake. It was coated wib vanilla and the blueberry is sweet enough. Yummy! after which, jian and i wanted to make our own 'ice ka chang'. so we are going to compete to see whose design is better. Friends, help me vote!! lols. =x it was my first time making my own ice kachang! grinding the ice, adding the fruits and red beans, decorating and even eating it after which! it's beautiful for first timers laa.. lols. we all had a great time. we were joking and laughing so much. together we have so much fun.
i love my family! muacks.
Played wib my com for awhile when i reached home. Ah Phui asked me if i want to meet for chat. Of course i want laa!! Simply misses my brother! bleahz =) we chatted, fagged and chatted for 2hrs. just the two of us. we shared everything. i told him my top-secret. i trusted him. he listened to me pour my woes. i asked him. will he be my good friend too, if i were to be wib someone else? he said, of course. I feel so touched. I'm really very happy. brother, thanks for still being my best friend even though i'm not wib him anymore. thanks for understanding. i reali had a good chat wib you. i hope our friendship, trust and everything would nv change, no matter what happens. looking forward to go club or singing sessions wib you! more meet ups to go! take cares!
my darling ger finally called me. i'm so happie to have her call. past few days i was dead worried. i'm glad u called me eventually. darling, nv leave me out of ur blues. let me share everything wib you. you are my bestie too! i'm here for you. just like u nv abandon me. those bitches, u better watch ur backs. despicable creatures. boo! wait til u get ur retribution. you are not getting away. Timid hamsters. Shame on you. BOO ! BOO! BOO!
darling, u haf me here wib you.
i love you, sis. ALWAYS.
Photos:
VOTE (for me!! lols)!!
(left done by: Evelyn. right wib Mango: Jian)
More Photos...
Sunday. 27 May 2007.
Had granny n aunt over at my house. they bought me food. wanted to play mahjong, but i'm too busy. hees. the part time maid was over at 9am. did mummy's chores and ended at 12pm. then it's my turn. the auntie went for lunch and came back at 12.30pm. i took out all the clothes in my wardrobe for ironing. wow. i didn't know i have got so much clothes! while auntie was ironing, i decided to fold my own clothes too. i got many clothes to fold, thus mahjong was cancelled. sorries!!
mummy called at 5.30pm. asked mi n jian to join them for dinner. so we cabbed down to meet mummy n uncle at suntec city. the four of us headed to Balmora Hotel (i think that's the name.) for steamboat. i quite like it there. the food is clean + healthy. NO MSG. and it's the 'yin-yang' steamboat. with chicken herbal soup and Laksa gravy soup. Too bad, we were eating wib mummy. which means, NO BEEF for uncle, jian and me. sobs! but its okay.. i love eating wib Mummy still !! After eating, it was time for desserts. i ate a nice blueberry cake. It was coated wib vanilla and the blueberry is sweet enough. Yummy! after which, jian and i wanted to make our own 'ice ka chang'. so we are going to compete to see whose design is better. Friends, help me vote!! lols. =x it was my first time making my own ice kachang! grinding the ice, adding the fruits and red beans, decorating and even eating it after which! it's beautiful for first timers laa.. lols. we all had a great time. we were joking and laughing so much. together we have so much fun.
i love my family! muacks.
Played wib my com for awhile when i reached home. Ah Phui asked me if i want to meet for chat. Of course i want laa!! Simply misses my brother! bleahz =) we chatted, fagged and chatted for 2hrs. just the two of us. we shared everything. i told him my top-secret. i trusted him. he listened to me pour my woes. i asked him. will he be my good friend too, if i were to be wib someone else? he said, of course. I feel so touched. I'm really very happy. brother, thanks for still being my best friend even though i'm not wib him anymore. thanks for understanding. i reali had a good chat wib you. i hope our friendship, trust and everything would nv change, no matter what happens. looking forward to go club or singing sessions wib you! more meet ups to go! take cares!
my darling ger finally called me. i'm so happie to have her call. past few days i was dead worried. i'm glad u called me eventually. darling, nv leave me out of ur blues. let me share everything wib you. you are my bestie too! i'm here for you. just like u nv abandon me. those bitches, u better watch ur backs. despicable creatures. boo! wait til u get ur retribution. you are not getting away. Timid hamsters. Shame on you. BOO ! BOO! BOO!
darling, u haf me here wib you.
i love you, sis. ALWAYS.
Photos:
VOTE (for me!! lols)!! (left done by: Evelyn. right wib Mango: Jian)
More Photos...Steamboat @ Balmore Hotel
Mummy, Uncle and Jian having a great time!
Oops! Mummy's hands shaked!
Mummy said we are C-R-A-Z-Y !
Oops! Mummy's hands shaked!Mummy said we are C-R-A-Z-Y !and now.. time for recaps on saturdae 26 May 2007.
Happie Birthdae, Kelly Darling !
went to work in the morning. reached home at only 5pm. tireds. went to queue for the first time at Spools for 4D. my first time buying! Suddenly got the urge to buy some numbers. Mummy was surprised and asked me to help her buy too. haha. but guess there wasn't any luck from me. the numbers did not open yet. but soon.
was very tireds when i reached home. meeting Darling Pearlyn at 6pm that evening. i only got an hr. thus, i told her to mit at 6.30pm instead. i was very hungry! so i ate some maggi and watched my dvds. worried that i might fall asleep if i do nothing. but still, i fell asleep! zzZ~~ awoken by Pearlyn's msg. she said meet at 7.15pm. i rushed to bathe n got ready. by the time i left home was already 8pm. lols. from 6pm mit til 8pm. i'm so blur ! hees. =) cabbed down to pearlyn's bf place to fetch the both of them. Boy.. my precious is so thin! Eat more alrites!
reached Studio 8teen after searching for awhile. initially found the place cold n atmospheric-less. Met my Darling Kelly and her bf, Desmond, in there. She's beautiful! After some discussions we had, we ordered a bottle of Martell. we sat down and did the introductions. alrites, now everyone has got each others name! =) we got so much to tok about. tok non-stop. chatter chatter. Jian started out wib playing pool wib Pearlyn's bf, HanRong. It was cold. so Jian went over to break the ice. but it was still cold. haha. Hanrong is a pretty shy guy! he reminds me of the old jian. hees. He failed. so i went over to try again. Managed to get him to talk a little. he's a nice guy. quiet and shy. =D had a few drinks while desmond played wib jian. when i turned and looked, the 8-ball was missing! Accident. lols. they were having a good time. the guys hit off well. Desmond was a warming and friendly guy. very nice chatting wib him too. started cam-whoring wib my two darlings. it was dark. but some pics turn out okay after i tried to find the best lightning position. haha. and as usual, once i start, i couldn't stop. =x Pearlyn n i sang a song for Kelly together. I have a soft voice. lols.
was meeting shui guan they all at enter. was the initial plan of mahjong wib des n kelly was cancelled. got to leave soon to catch a cab. but before leaving, we all played dice as desmond suggested. Lucky jian and i only drank 2 cups! lols. bets were increased. game got more exciting. the last three games, i poured half a cup of nick and a only a little coke each into two cups. so the next one would have to drink them up. Guess who are the lucky ones? Haha. Kelly n Desmond! they were real sports! two more games and we called for the bill. Poor darling pearlyn. vomited at the roadside. Poor girl. she had fever still. Bid goodbye to my darling kelly n desmond. agreed to meet up for shopping! *loves* cabbed down to enter wib Pearlyn n Hanrong. they dropped us off and headed home. went enter for a few games then headed home straight. awfully tireds! but i had a great time wib my gers!
my darlings..meeting up tis Thursday for shopping yea? GSS!! i can't wait!! *Shopping!!!!!!!!!!!*
kelly darling, good luck for ur receptionist job. jia you! i'm proud of you! =D
pearlyn darling, more meet ups to go!
i love u, my sweethearts.
Cam-whored pics for the night:
getting ready for the night.
Drinks at Studio 8teen~
Flowers + Butterfly
drink. drank. drunk.
Darling Kelly wib Mummy
Darling Pearlyn wib Mommy
Beautiful Smiles =)
Birthday Kiss For Our Love.
I Love My Precious Darlings!
My 2 fairies nn I
My two PRETTY Nu Ers =D
Desmond drinking up the biggest bet.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
now at enter. ah phui just now caled for a mit up. feel like gng for a chat. but i was wibb my gers just now. shall make time okies...? suddenly felt like blogging for awhile. guessed i'm addicted to it! haha. i wann go swimming tml de. but no confirmations yet. sianz~ i'm so tireds! sobs. can't wait to get home! yings.. next week then go Zoo okies.. tis week cannot laa.. i love you, precious!
hao laa.. shall blog more later. logging off soon! shall upload the photos real soon.
CONCLUSION:
I'M HAPPY TODAY!! *loves loves*
Saturday, May 26, 2007
jian has been calling me a career woman. haha. nahs. i'm just ambitious. wants to get things done the best way. wants to put the very best into each assignments. but I'M SLOW. lols. alrites. enuff about that. saturday can't mimick that old lady. hees.
i'm sorry. it's my fault again. sorry to blog my feelings. sorry to blog without thinking of ur feelings. sorry. MY FAULT. i just dowan to quarrel. IT's my fault. dui bu qi.
darling ger. i'm worried about you. why haf u quitted ur job? why didnt u respond to calls? i hope u are mixing wib the correct people. and i hope u would nv bottle up anything in you. cos i want to know what u are doing. you are my bestie. i want to be able to share everything wib u. i dowan you to get hurt or feel sad. i'm her for you. just like u nv left me. =D i love u, sis.
Friday, May 25, 2007
tomorrow night meeting my darlings, Kelly nn Pearlyn! going for some drinks. so long nv see them ler. miss them! they must have grown up so much! =)) Two pretty lil darlings.. how fortunate am i! haha. alrites. cya tml! can't wait for tomorrow! got lots of plans for next week yea? loves* !
Kumusta Maganda BaeBae
& Guwapo !!!
BaaLam !! =DDD
just learnt some Brazil language.. haha.. back to work! buaix!
that mousey lady here hohs.. i'm so sorrie lehs. i cudnt control myself. i can't help but let out my laughters..every single time my eyes get on you! oops* i'm realli sorry! LOLs.
Another good news! might be meeting my darling nu er tml for some drinks! i miss her soooo much! it'll be fun! alrites.. blog again later. *loves*
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Ladies. u know what the bitch did?
She used my aunt's hp to msg me. acting as my aunt.
here's how the msg went:
Y u so happy today get confirm letter already izZIT ...
How much increasement how much?
What the fuck! Can u gers believe it. Fuck it!
eh.. i reali dun understand. what's bloody hell wrong wibb u gers? why are u always comparing wib me?! you got higher pay, better 'bootlicking' skills and evrything.. why are you making me a threat of yours?! i was so angry when i heard what u said. but i thought of what the Bible said.
WISDOM COMES FROM GOD.
yes. very right. wisdom comes from GOD. not the mouth of yours.
The tongue also is a fire. (James 3:4:6)
No man can tame the tongue.
It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison. (James 3:4:7)
So, why let what ppl say affect me. i must learn to be strong! Him whom throw sacarstic remarks, are people who are jealous. lols. But realli laa.. madame.. what has it got to do wib you? indeed the tongue is the most deadly poison. check yours out. sorry. i havent attain the patience level in order to completely ignore ur remarks. so let me rant it all out in my bloggie! God, u would forgive me, won't you?
kanninabei.. idiot. fcuking bitch! just what the fcuk are u not happy wib?!! straight at my face laa.. u have such a small heart. u would die of inferior and jealousy lohs. ccb. please leh. i nv seen such person lidat. i do OT and i take my work seriously, u go round tell ppl i'm slow!! wad the fuck are u trying to get?!! u got higher pay leh, madame! dun behave crazily.
Madame, tis morning ur fren 1st day of work rite? knn.. eh, friend. dun gimme that kind of fcuking cb face hohs! u want you come hohs! crazy bitch! dun action i tell u. stare at me at what. i know i attractive to you..! lols. and also hohs.. sorry for not being able to control @ meeting today. i didnt want to laugh out de.. but i see ur PIGGY cum MOUSEY look, i Buay ta han laa! haha.. Eh.. i tell u hohs, Madame.. u dun waste ur effort bad mouthing me. cos, i would only work hard and prove that hard work would lead to payrise. NOT ONLY bootlicking okie! oops. sorry, there's one thing i wud nv win you. which is.. UNDER TABLE. lols. Please dun be jealous of me laa.. i woun't snatch ur boot-licking bowl de hohs! hees.. u got ur friends, i got mine too. And i'm loved. Unlike you. Lacked of love. You know why? Cos u do the same thing to even ur good friends. Shit on you. WAKE UP!
Thanks God for letting me rant all these bad things out here. I felt better.
We can't take away the tongue. So, take away the ears instead.
I wouldn't give up striving in my work just bcos of ur deadly tongue.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
BAnaNas???
=DDDDDD
ytd stayed back for OT til 7pm only. my brain is too clogged up. nid to take a break. so i clocked out nn headed opp. for the transport. headed to jp to mit my family. there was a family dinner. jess aunt's family joined us too. we had nice food at Siam Kitchen. it was then the unhappy n ugly incident happened. it happened lidat..
mummy handed a S$1000 bill to the waitress.
she took it and return saying that they do not haf that much of change.
uncle you changed smaller notes wib mummy.
i wanted to count the money so i took over.
i handed S$200 to the waitress.
she continued standing there and ask me to pass the money back.
freaking arse. wad has it got to do wib you?!
the inqusitive waitress stood there which made henry uncle thought she was still waiting to settle the bill. which means it looks as if i was delaying the payment. so uncle henry ranted on about me not giving the money. i got damn furious and i fcuk the waitress in public.
me: ur job is to take the bill and go settle it!! and NOT being inquisitive whether the money is passed to mummy anot. it has no business of urs.
couldn't control my temper. i was too worked up. i took my bag and stormed out of the restaurant! mummy then thought uncle henry was the culprit of making me so worked up as he was nagging, asking me to settle the bill. she picked up a fight wib him. although, behaving so worked up..my family still didnt reproach me. mummy instead stood up for me and called my hp just to check if im fine! tks mummy. i appreciate u =D loves*
SORRY for flaring up!
plain. blue. moody day.
prick in my heart. hurts.
haven been feeling lidat for long.
have been feeling like this from ytd evening.
just what da hell is happening to me?
menstruation? nope. cudnt be. it has just went back.
then wad issit? feeling so depressed. again. duh.
my mood has caused unhappiness to everyone. my close ones especially.
i hate myself for swinging these moods around. what the f***!!
prick in my heart. hurts.
haven been feeling lidat for long.
have been feeling like this from ytd evening.
just what da hell is happening to me?
menstruation? nope. cudnt be. it has just went back.
then wad issit? feeling so depressed. again. duh.
my mood has caused unhappiness to everyone. my close ones especially.
i hate myself for swinging these moods around. what the f***!!
EVELYN LI!!!
keep ur bloody mood to urself!! Get a grip alrites!
What's happening...? i feel so lost. nothing seems to be right. Burying my head in work seems no help. eating at lunch seems no help too! hurmfp. feeling lost.
are u realli happy seeing things in this state?
you are right, you would rather i feel down than yourself.
it's a good way out for you.
i promise you.
you would nv see the smiles again.
Monday, May 21, 2007
feel like blogging..
so here it goes!!~~~
i just came back from a Health Talk conducted at work. haha.. it was a great laugh! it's actuallie a talk on stress management. and also, one Deep Breathing equipment to let us try on to improve blood circulation. but in the end, when they were promoting their deep breathing mat @ $390, everyone got up and left one after the other! that was when i laughed non-stop!! we are sooooooooo realistic!! kekes =)
wah.. people just dun understand the meaning of NO MESSAGES & SMILES FROM STRANGERS would be entertained. Everyday got nuisance people flooding my friendster's inbox! *kaox* i didn't block messages cos my friends might msg me. but these STRANGERS just non-stop msg. intro pls? sianz~~ they just don't understand english. duh.
Anyway.. i wanna SHOUT OUT LOUD !!
so here it goes!!~~~
i just came back from a Health Talk conducted at work. haha.. it was a great laugh! it's actuallie a talk on stress management. and also, one Deep Breathing equipment to let us try on to improve blood circulation. but in the end, when they were promoting their deep breathing mat @ $390, everyone got up and left one after the other! that was when i laughed non-stop!! we are sooooooooo realistic!! kekes =)
wah.. people just dun understand the meaning of NO MESSAGES & SMILES FROM STRANGERS would be entertained. Everyday got nuisance people flooding my friendster's inbox! *kaox* i didn't block messages cos my friends might msg me. but these STRANGERS just non-stop msg. intro pls? sianz~~ they just don't understand english. duh.
Anyway.. i wanna SHOUT OUT LOUD !!
Wo Shi Xing Fu De!!
i got 2 beautiful nui ers~
KELLY nn PEARLYN !!
Miss Ya Lots, Darlings! Mit Up Soon!! *LOves*
Miss Ya Lots, Darlings! Mit Up Soon!! *LOves*
back to recaps. the weekend.
saturday, 19 May 07.
worked OT til 3.30pm. took Hisham's ride. reached home bout 4pm. bathed nn snacked. then watched my hongkong serials dvd. afterwhich went jp wib jian for dinner. the foodcourt was very packed. thus, we went for few games of billiards @ kpool. new carpet and new cues at the snookerium. ken is great! the sales would definately shoot up! there are 4 tables at the moment. two more coming up. the rates are higher than the one at JE. but not so bad laa. ken got us a table and we started our games. played 3 games. and i only won ONE!! sianz 1/2~~ tis guy ya, no need to train but his skills still there. ken was shocked when we paid for the table. he asked if we finished every balls. we did. the average of each game we played is only $3. ken said the average there was $4.50. oww.. so expensive wors! "they are slow laa.." that's wad he said. haha =) headed for dinner after the games. had fried fish noodles. yummy! When we reached home, we had MJ again!! haha.. played only half 'pok'. cos i'm too tireds ler. sorry!! =x went to bed after clearing the table. zzzZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz...
sunday, 20 May 07.
woke up early. gotta go for the lucky draw game at jp and bring peppy for grooming! he's going to cut 'botak'! haha =) changed and met granny at jp. jian brought peppy to the groomer's. the poor lil boy whined n struggled when the groomer led him into the room. bo bian. jian carried the silly dog into the room. Peppy is Heavy ok! went to register at the atrium. then waited for my turn. the game goes like this. there are five cards n u gotta guess whether the next card would be hihger or lower than the present one. and u would get $500 cash!
i was nervous. VERY nervous. the two lucky winners in front of me won the $500 cash! then its my turn. i was shaking. stage fright laa.. so many ppl looking. and the emcees didnt allow me to look behind like the others did. the first card opened was 11. so i went for lower. the 2nd one was 10. slightly over. then the critical card. the 3rd one. i was so nervous. i couldnt think well. the emcee hurried me to gave my ans. i said higher. and the card turns out to be, 8, the lowest. i feel so stupid. it's so obvious! lower has higher chances. but i thought it was a 50-50% chance as the emcees said 10 is in the middle! but tat's not true!! 11 n 10 has opened. so 10 isn't in the middle. in fact the chances for lower is 2-1 !! i was so disappointed!! i hated myself at that moment! it was an easy option. yet, i flunked it! f***!! i gotten a diamond (low-quality) pendant instead. and $50 vouchers! shucks! i felt so down. called mummy n yings and teared. how could i let the $500 slipped off lidat! i'm STUPID. knn.. i felt so angry lohs. it wasn't fair. i wasnt allowed to look back when the other two can. i didn't even see nor remember 10 was already opened. and i wasnt thinking properly! well, im just stupid! tsk!!
we went shopping afterwhich. bought a new wallet for granny. used the $20 voucher and paid for the balance. she love it! wanted to buy a new polo tee from ELLE. but didnt reali like it eventually. so i skipped it. jian knew i was feeling reproaching n disappointed. he brought me to shop around. and bought me a black top from Dano. it's beautiful! however..it's quite expensive though. but i love it! yea.. new clothes! Jian bought himself a new shirt at OPTIONS too. he loves the clothes there. we all went over to B.U.M. and i bought a new purple skirt for myself, and a pair of jeans for my cousin. haha.. new clothes again! after buying everything for everybody, we went to pick Peppy up from the groomer's. the stupid grooming cost $60! so expensive! drats. but nvm laa.. peppy's smelling good! Granny bought two big bones for Peppy nn Momo(my neighbour's dog) granny is such a dear! went home and played MJ wib granny, ivan and jian. played only 1 'pok' as we are gng for dinner wib mummy. and i won $7 !! haha.. *happy* Mummy brought us to the Soup Restaurant for dinner. we had a feast there. nice food! yummy! i love the signboard chicken. u should try it too! mummy went for her manicure session after dinner, so we accompanied granny to the taxi stand. we three went to play billiard after sending her. played a few games and headed home. was very tired. but i stayed up to watch Hanazakarino Kimitachihe. =)
had a long day. tears and laughters. mummy was right. what's yours is yours. even if i guessed lower, the card may turn out to be a higher one. i may lost the game. but i got to play in the game when there are so many entries!! i got a pendant and some vouchers too. Most importantly, i haf many people whom loves me! Jian bought me a new top. Granny wanted to pay for my skirt. Mummy brought me to our fav restaurant. Ivan accompanied me for billiard. Yings called to check if i'm okay. All of them are doing their part to console me in a way or another! although i lost the money, i had what money can't buy! though feeling a lil sourish still.. i'm feeling better! thanks to all of you! *loves
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Back to yesterday night!
i wanted to go my precious daughter's bdae party de.. but I'm too tireds and i got to go to work the next day. i didn't want to go for awhile only. very sianz lidat. cannot drink til drop some more. sorry ya..precious! next week mit up wib u alrites? hope u had enjoyed yourself, darling!!
i wanted to go my precious daughter's bdae party de.. but I'm too tireds and i got to go to work the next day. i didn't want to go for awhile only. very sianz lidat. cannot drink til drop some more. sorry ya..precious! next week mit up wib u alrites? hope u had enjoyed yourself, darling!!
didn't stay back for OT ytd. decided to go for my full Mani-pedicure session. so i booked an appt @ 6pm. headed straight to Beauty Bar for my session after work. wanted to do the bright freshy RED de.. but in the end did maroon instead. i just love RED nails!! Also did nail art on my toes n thumbs! BUTTERFLIES. simply beautiful. can't imagine how they can actually do it wib free hand! *talented* was very satisfied wib my nails! dubba dubba deh! Throughout the session, received thousands calls nn smses from yings! Jio me play Mahjong! hees. HAPPY*
so i headed home for dinner. bathed n changed then headed to wenghao's home across the road. Played only one pok. aku da buleh tahan. very tireds! East nn North rounds were real bad for me!! i nv even win one game! lost initially. but when it comes to west, i was stuck for at least 4 times! Phew~ in the end won $12.. haha !! i was very tired. didnt manage to watch the dvds. sianz. headed straight to bed after changing. THE END. lols =)
My Nails *satisfactory* (thanks to MiMi from Beauty Bar)
Jian's tiles. Playing BIG !!
My Office Computer! Self-indulge! Lols.
Saturday at work! Sianz 1/2 ..
New Handbag from Charles & Keith
P.S i want this hips with the tattoo behind !!!! Friday, May 18, 2007
had a busy morning todae. went to settle some issues. hais. i just can't stand it. people just loves to push n push! (they love taiji so much yea?) it was some fabrications controller's fault and there he is practicing taiji on my guys! *fcuk* i went to clarify the whole issue. running here n there like mad. going from this department to that. *tsk* but i'm glad the truth has come alight!! it has nothing to do wib my guys. that stoopid f.controller made the mistake! *phew* but he apologised to my guy right after. i love such endings. my sweats paid off! kekes.
went for lunch wib jian at North again. That's the only place we go for lunch. i'm too lazy to travel laa.. hees. talked bout lots of issues wib him. told him exactly how i felt. initially i used yings as example (sorry ar, ger. hees. buy u drink someday!). but that guy ya.. know me so well siah! he said' are u telling me about py? or are u trying to let me noe something?' kekes.. i just blushed. he knows me well!! *xingfu* i told him everything i wanted things to be. about my friends and my views. about freedom and everything. and he actually understood! i'm delighted. i was worried initially i might hurt him or agitate him again. but he took it so well and made me feel lots better! i'm realli touched. i noe he loves me*
There are afew issues on my heart. i have a few things to i wish to say to some ppl. well.. here they goes..
to: wayne 'nguek nguek'
thanks for being so understanding. thanks for giving me so much time. i realli got alot of 'THANK YOUs' to say to you. u knew exactly what i'm thinking. u gave me a chance to tell u my feelings. u took them up nicely. u didnt press me for time. u tried to give me all u can. u controlled ur temper. u gave in. u pamper me. u work hard. u try to make me happy even swallowing ur pride. and now.. u are still so patient in me. u dun haf to wait til i open my mouth, u will noe everything! most importantly, u nv give up on me. u try to bring sparkles to my life again. u didnt ask for anything. u allow nature to take its course. you are simply wonderful!! *smiles*
CHUA WEI JIAN.. thanks for being so SWEET!! i'm a real chore, i know! Haha =)
to: evan
thanks for understanding wat i haf been trying to bring across to you. you are always there to listen to my complains and listen to me nag!! thanks for being my best friend. i'm sorry i may haf done alot of things that might hurt you. i'm sorry things didnt work out. realli a very BIG Thank You to you, mr yang! Thanks for wanting to give me all the happiness. thanks for putting my happiness in ur 1st priority! thanks for being so concern for me no matter when nn wanting me to be in good shape! i'm really so touched you promised to bring me only smiles and nv make me angry again! you promised, too, that u will be here for me. to listen to my grudges, my woes and even my love life. most importantly, don't forget that u haf promised to STAY HAPPY always. i'm really very naggy. but really, i duno how many 'thank you' i haf to say to show enough appreciation for all you haf done. i promise you, i would be very 'xingfu' de and that you are my very best friend too!! i promise i wouldn't hide you up behind me!! Lols. Our friendship would nv ends. not even when either of us passes away..
xie xie ni wors, wo de hao peng you!!
to: my precious darlings - jaiyi, yings & seeling
gers.. u all are very important to me. each of us have our own lifes to get busy wib. but please.. nv forget there's still a lil evelynne here. don't forget me!! plan something at least every once a week or wad. spend some time wib me!! i live on you gers hohs!! haha.
I LOVE YOU, BABES!!
dearest seeling, thanks for being so worried about me til even today. sorry for not reverting. i was very busy tis morning. thanks for showing ur love. i love you too..
precious yings, thanks for reverting the first thing in the morning!! although i might have already died by the time u revert!!! haha. i love you laa!! don't always pei hao only hohs! i'm ur pwiincess lehs!! p.s I MISS MJ !!
darling ger, no matter wad happens.. u are still my bestie. i wouldnt let anything affect our love. tks for asking me what happened. i hope our love wont drift apart. im always here for you. loves always, darling! *muackies*
to: ppl i have unpleasant encounters with
sorry for my impulsive acts. i was childish and too face-minded.
i yearn nothing from you.
but i just hope to say i'm sorry.
i lost a friend, not only a fight. hope u wud stay happy n loved.
I'm Sorry.
well.. i'm realli very fortunate to have so many ppl here to love, care n dote me. my mummy, daddy, uncle, ivan, weijian, peppy, granny, lily aunt, jess aunt, peiying, seeling, jiayi, evan, ailing, minhui, yingmei, linjing etc and hopefully my lovely 'nu ers' nn 'er zis' too!! i would stay strong!!
WO YI DING YAO
HEN XING FU WORS c",) !!
Thursday, May 17, 2007
I TEAR.
AND I BLEED.
I'M NOT A SAINT.
NEITHER IS MY HEART MADE OF STEEL.
back to work today. delighted man! i miss my work!! lols. worried laa.. one day mc means one day's work compiled to the next day. well.. i just came back from lunch. had only coffee again todae. no appetite siah. didnt even eat my breakfast. feeling so moody todae. heavy hearted. blue. melachony. depressed. bla bla bla... name all the adjectives relevant to being sad n moody, i got them all.
i couldn't get rid of the rock on my heart. hais. WHY?!! Why must you place a thorn in my heart? Must the picture turn ugly? Are you realli feeling good to see things nasty? but I DON'T!!! NOT AT ALL!! in fact..i feel so heavy hearted. i feel so sinful. i hurt you. i caused ur tears. i caused miseries. i caused the heartpains of yours. i only bring unhappiness to you. Why?!! why am i so sinful?!! i'm truly sorry. but please. i don't wish for all these to happen too. i'm weird alrites. i harbour no more feelings. perhaps u were right, we shudnt be together right from the start. then i wouldnt have a chance to hurt you. i feel so miserable. cos i actualli hurt someone. i'm sorry. but i reali dowan to think about r/s now. and i realli dun feel heartbeats anymore. my heart has died. perhaps, i'm hiding or avoiding like what u said. but, at this moment, i realli dowan to think about it. i dowan to fall in love intentionally. i dowan to be tied down. i'm very comfortable and satisfied wib my life now. i hope we can stay as good friends. i hope being apart doesn't mean that we couldn't be friends. in fact, ur understanding of me means we could even be best of friends. even though, we couldnt be a couple, i'm still here to listen to ur woes and ur happiness. i promise. i'm really sorry i couldnt give you the love. but i promise, i would nv turn my back to you. you are my good friend. a fact that won't change. no matter whom my future bf is, i would still be ur bestie openly. please stay happy and work hard. i want to see ur happiness. i dowan to be the cause of ur hurts anymore. Put the past behind. Look forward, my friend!!
i'm really sorry, boy.
i really hope our friendship stays the same always.
i couldn't get rid of the rock on my heart. hais. WHY?!! Why must you place a thorn in my heart? Must the picture turn ugly? Are you realli feeling good to see things nasty? but I DON'T!!! NOT AT ALL!! in fact..i feel so heavy hearted. i feel so sinful. i hurt you. i caused ur tears. i caused miseries. i caused the heartpains of yours. i only bring unhappiness to you. Why?!! why am i so sinful?!! i'm truly sorry. but please. i don't wish for all these to happen too. i'm weird alrites. i harbour no more feelings. perhaps u were right, we shudnt be together right from the start. then i wouldnt have a chance to hurt you. i feel so miserable. cos i actualli hurt someone. i'm sorry. but i reali dowan to think about r/s now. and i realli dun feel heartbeats anymore. my heart has died. perhaps, i'm hiding or avoiding like what u said. but, at this moment, i realli dowan to think about it. i dowan to fall in love intentionally. i dowan to be tied down. i'm very comfortable and satisfied wib my life now. i hope we can stay as good friends. i hope being apart doesn't mean that we couldn't be friends. in fact, ur understanding of me means we could even be best of friends. even though, we couldnt be a couple, i'm still here to listen to ur woes and ur happiness. i promise. i'm really sorry i couldnt give you the love. but i promise, i would nv turn my back to you. you are my good friend. a fact that won't change. no matter whom my future bf is, i would still be ur bestie openly. please stay happy and work hard. i want to see ur happiness. i dowan to be the cause of ur hurts anymore. Put the past behind. Look forward, my friend!!
i'm really sorry, boy.
i really hope our friendship stays the same always.
on mc todae. couldn't get up. eyes were too tired. and guess what? yes, scorching all over. down wib fever. sobs. brought ivan for lunch at Sakae Sushi. That silly boy wanted to try Sakae, so we ordered one bottle. sipped a little of it and he went to order other drinks instead! haha. silly boy. what a nuisance! lols. had sushi rice rolls, ramen and hotate etc.. the meal wasn't cheap for two. but, well.. as long as he likes it! i just love him! =)
Sakae Wine
after which, i went jp see the doctor. hurmfp. same thing again. underweight. low sugar level. bla bla bla.. the lists goes on. all to do wib not eating enough. hais. but i do eat alot siah. doc said, 'lady, u haf to eat more meat!' haha. thinking of her expression makes me giggle! Oops!!
Met ivan after the doctor's. brought Peppy for grooming. basically, ivan n i dragged that stoopid boy out of the house! he struggled and pulled free. ivan had to run after to get him back! phew~ finally got him to the groomer's, but the groomer was on mc!! what the...!! *pissed* no choice, seems like we gotta go again tml. *shrugs* took a rest at the stone table nearby. and that stoopid dog jumped up onto the table, scaring all the others away! he has looonnnnnngg legs laa.. bo bian! Lols. fagged for awhile then walk peppy home. (gers, u must b thinking how cute he ish to do all these acts, but hey, its a chore to bring him out!! haha. dun praise him for that when u see him next time! *bleahz*)
deadbeat when i reached home! slacked awhile on the couch while watching tv. then it's Mahjong session! down on luck siah. Lost $23. sobs. but that fellow was lucky. the sole winner of the night! i love MJ! hope to play more 'poks' during weekends. had supper after MJ, while watching my dvds. Cried like anything. it's simply too emotional. touchy show! i love it!! we had spring chicken! Yummy! Peppy got a good treat too!
Chatted wib my precious on bed. That silly ger. can't get to sleep. we chatted for hours. she keep nagging! *auntie yings* ask me to hurry go slp as i have work tml. sweet lil ger arhs? =) wow.. time do flies. 3 weeks has past already. well, keep ur fingers crossed, baby. i will pray for him too! ger arh.. i'll be there for you alrites. stay strong. u haf been doing well. i have faith in you. aniwae.. can't wait til monday! we get to work together again next week! Loves*
good nites to all. *huggies*
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
well. wad's wrong wib wanting to be alone, wanting to be single?! i just dowan to sink into falling in love. i dowan to lose friends over love. i didnt want to hurt anyone of u anymore. if things are taken naturally n step by step, i would be more happy! i'm afraid of gng into a r/s. i didnt want to take on battles i haf no confidence in!! my heart feels very heavy when i thought of it. why all these just cant end? such miseries for anyone of us is redundant. just take things slowly n naturally. or else, tell me!! issit true that apart from being a couple, we can't be friends?!! i cherish our friendship more u noe. please dun choose to do things that will hurt urself or even i. i feel bad. but i reali dowan to choose anymore.
Please hold on to the friendship. i'm sure we would still be as great as friends! friends are to be there forever. to listen, to grief, to share, to laugh. isn't that perfect? friends doesn't shoot sarcastic remarks, feel jealous or be unhappy! friends help each other. yearns for each other to b happy! i want you to be happy!! pls do cherish nn respect the friendship like i do. i know u would understand it. Please nv let the friendship fail. i'm here to listen to ur woes too! dun think so much nor grief over such. live life happily. Lets promise to stay strong n happy. work hard, my friend! i will be there to laugh or tear when u need accompany! my listening ear is there for u too! dun bottle up and make urself miserable. cos i'm here for u! =)
Friends nv say GOODBYE.
they would only say 'ZAI JIAN'.
cos Friends would always come back for you.
They Never leave you for Good.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
woke up wib a hangover tis morning. it was raining heavily. the temperature was so low. the floors were hard. i didnt feel like gng to work. but i still came. i got lots of work not to be missed and push behind. i couldnt put down my workload. i need to clear my everyday's work. gotten the email for my appraisel to be done. i'm nervous. im afraid. what if i dont get a good promotion? what if i wasnt recognised? all these are getting me insane! my colleague gotten his $500 increment via confirmation, when he's not at all hardworking. damn these ppl. they only noe how to flatter. i dun believe in this. im not gng to be exceptionally sweet to the managment ppl..!! NO!! but it's shown. he gotten the increment due to 'polishing' the boss' balls. at least.. that's half true! arghh...!! anyway.. i'm gng to wait for the results to be out. hopefully next week.
#thanks for having a heartfelt talk wib me. i realli felt much better. i didnt noe what to say. tears just did their flowing. nothing else. yet, u managed to make me feel better. i am so glad we can still be good friends. i realli dun wish to lose the friendship, no matter what happens. Thanks alot for understanding me. For making me feel better. And for caring when i'm down. *xie xie ni*#
haven been updating from sundae. sorry. too busy wib work! one of my colleagues leaving tml thus i gotta do 2 jobs. but it's okay. i love to try different different things! alrites. time for recaps!
Recaps on 13 May 2007 : It's Mother's Day!
woke up early on sunday. although i played mahjong til 2am the previous night. got ready and headed for my weekly spa. cabbed down to csc for my session at 11.30am. but gotta wait for awhile so i went out and fagged. did my Green Tea bodyscrub then a Javanese massage by auntie Irene. She's meticulous and nice. it's always so refreshing after my session! then it's time for my fave steambath. only allowed to do it for 15mins due to my weight. but i did it for 30mins instead! haha. it felt great! skipped jacuzzi tis time as i was running late. was supposed to meet jian at 2pm, but by the time everything ended, it was already 3pm! i hurried to take a bath, dolled-up and scurried down to the lobby.
I was VERY L-A-T-E !! it's already 4pm by the time i was ready to leave. hees =) He cabbed down with our surprise-gift for mummy. It was heavy! Then we cabbed down to jurong together. Ivan was meeting us there at 5pm. All 3 of us were going to Mother's Day BBQ party at colin uncle's place at 6pm that evening. Since it was still early, we played two games of billiard. And as usual, he won. Shucks! haha =) He's good! It was about time ivan was reaching. so we headed downstairs to mit up wib him. Lily auntie would be fetching us to Bishan at 5.30pm. When ivan reached, he took over to carry the gift and we went to the nearby shop for some flowers. every year we would buy flowers for granny n aunts. we bought 4 yellow stalks of carnations for granny n aunts. Jian also bought a bouquet of roses for Mummy! Lily drove us down to bishan. when she saw the surprise-gift, she was shocked! but she smile all the way to bishan.
Finally..we got to colin's place. Jian handed Mummy the bouquet. She was delighted! =) mummy loves jian soooooo much lohs! treated him as her own son. And almost forgot mi n ivan was standing around! kekes.. Jian also passed the surprise gift to mummy! She was touched and overjoy. seemed like tears was going to drop anytime! she nv knew we got her something. we kept lying that we do not have enough cash for any presents. And now, Ivan nn i got her a OSIM U-PAPA! something she loves to have for some time! Ivan gave out the carnations to our aunties. Then the BBQ party begin. All of us enjoyed ourselves. Had a tiring but meaningful day.
well.. i love mummy so much*
Happy mother's day to all mummies!
OSIM U-PAPA for our beloved Queen
Bouquet of Roses for Mummy! He loves mummy too!
Killing some time while waiting @ da lobby!
Baby Carona !! -bleahz-
Twins
BBQ Time !!
MISSY
生日` 28th December
Wifey Of `蔡伟健 Wayne <3
Mummy Of `蔡睿璘 Keida <3
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♥ My Family <3
♥ My Hubby <3
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♥ Butterflies
♥ Mahjong
♥ Spas and Massages
♥ Manicure & Pedicure
♥ Louis Vuitton
♥ Anna Sui
♥ GuCCi
♥ Mango
♥ LeVis 牛仔褲
I WISH! I WISH!
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• Keida's 1st Birthday <3
• Baby Boy <3
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• LV Galliera PM
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