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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Dearie is so sweet yesterday. I told him I was craving for Fish and Co. And we headed there straight after work for dinner, despite pay not in yet. Hehs.. Sensed his love for me, I decided it's gonna be MY treat. =D Dearie ordered his favourite Seafood Platter, and I ordered Sambal Fish. Thinking back, it's really hilarious. He looked as if he's going to eat me up when he sees me eating the fish. Must be wondering why right? Haha. The portion of Sea bass I've ordered is this BIG. He knows me so well that I hate fishes and I confirm can't finish my food. The way I'm eating such a nice fish is killing him. He thinks it's a waste for such a nice fish. Haha. So ended up, he ate my sea bass for me. I ate his chips and my favourite prawns. Haha. But dearie really knows how to eat fish loh! He's a food diva. I could see dearie was so FULL when we finished our dinner. He practically ate 75% of our dinner. I was too full laa.. Plus, I was only craving for the chips! =X

After dinner, we went to 7-11 to buy cigs. He bumped into his friend. They chatted for awhile while I laughed my head off. We fagged our way home after math. Brought Peppy down for a jog. I feel like jogging, plus the weather was cooling. My stupid dog is so scared when we got to the park. He behaved so absurdly, I got no choice, whacked his butt on the spot. Finally, he tamed down. I proceed with my jog. Jogged 3 rounds around the neighbourhood then jogged my way home. Feels so refreshed after some exercises! Didn't stop just right there. I did some aerobics when I reached home. Realised I'm getting slow, took longer time now. Duh~!! Sweating all over like hell after the exercises. Rested for awhile before I took my bath. Watched TV then my HK dvds before heading to bed.

This morning woke up with aches all over. But not so bad ones. I mean it doesn't hurt til I couldn't walk. I still can do a couple of squats! Just that I feel aches here and there. And also, extremely tired. Very busy with work today. But okay laa.. my day started off LOVED. Two portions of breakfast this morning. Beehoon from my fave stall from Lily, and Wanton mee from Chinatown, from Boss. Ate the wanton mee first. Not very nice. Too greasy. But I ate a little to show appreciation. Haha. Had the beehoon during lunch. Wow.. the beehoon is so nice. Hope to have porridge tml. Who's going to get it for me? Haha. I'm getting fatter at the rate my appetite is increasing!! HELP~!! Lols. Going back to dearie's home today after work. Yipee!! I missed Mummy's cooking. Makes my stomach rumbles now. Wonder what's she cooking tonight.. Must be delicious, no doubts. I can't wait to reach dearie's home. HUNGRY~!

Spotted these Brazilian one-piece swim wear which I really liked alot. Love all three colours. But I'm not sure which goes with my skin colour best. Maybe the dark red one. It's beautiful..I want it!! =)



Brazilian Bikinis:
Black

Bright PinkDark Red



his wifey; her mummy <3
4:30 PM




Monday, July 30, 2007

People..I'm dying of boredom!! Omigod! There's this fact I gonna accept -- I'm getting LAZIER. Dots!!! Piles of work on my table but left untouched. Just fagging my time away and playing my stoopid game. Called dearie's extn but to no avail. Duh! He's busy again. I should be too. But haiya! I can't be bothered.. Miss Evelyn!! U better wake up!! Don't become a lazy pig!! Haha. I'm just too bored. Pardon me. Wah.. i'm damn craving for Fish & Co. now. Must ask dearie if he wants to treat me eat that for dinner later. Yupp, I'm such a nasty gf. Hehs Hehs!! Earn more still bully dearie! Duh!! Haha. Or anyone out there wanna do this poor girl this favour? I'm craving for the BIG and CRISPY fries.. *saliva drooling*

P.S. I WANT SOME CRISPY FRIES, DARLINGS!!


his wifey; her mummy <3
4:30 PM





Just finished lunch. Dearie bought chicken herbal soup for me. Bitter, but he insisted. So finished the soup lohs. -.- Nothing much to blog about this weekend. It's mostly a stay-home weekend. Not feeling very well, thus no mood to go out. Hehes.. Went for a haircut at Storm on Thursday. Finally got rid of the irritating patch of fringe! Hehz Hehz! Seen a doctor and gotten some pills. Was told by the Doctor to eat more meat and fruits. So, after dearie knock off, he bought alot of fruits home for me! Kekes. He bought my favourite Fuji Apples too. I was so bored on Friday. Couldn't stand the hunger. Cabbed down to meet up with Pipe and Tian Shun. They accompanied me to eat my favourite Sze Chuan veggies. After which, played a few games of billiard while waiting for dearie to reach. Went supper at Toh Guan with dearie after some games. Missed the fish ball noodles there so much. Luckily dearie nv forbid my food. He just wants me to eat and eat and eat. Haha. Cabbed home straight after math. Saturday I stayed at home the whole day. Feeling weak and tired. Dearie also stayed at home with me. Played MJ at night with Ivan and his friends. Won a little in the end. Sunday was Family day. Mummy bought Zihui a new notebook and a 3-in-1 printer. So good! I want also don't have siah.. dots. Played MJ with Granny, Precious and Uncle You. Lost a little in the end. Dearie went out with his khakis. Was home by 10pm. Watched TV for awhile then dearie made me hot Milo with biscuits as I didn't eat much earlier on. Appetite was poor. Finished up my supper and we headed to bed.

Picture:
Irritating fringe GONE


his wifey; her mummy <3
1:15 PM




Thursday, July 26, 2007

Just finished chatting with Jing darling on the phone. Haha.. She's going to bring me to Swensens for Chocolate Fondue on the 5th!! So sweet ya.. love her to bits!! See her so hot-heeled in love I also very happy and excited for her. Hope this Mr. Ding would treat her good good and love her with all his mights.

Going to bathe and see doctor liao. Tata~!


P.S I love LOH LIN JING


his wifey; her mummy <3
1:39 PM





Feeling so cold now. My limbs feeling icy. Might be due to the weather cum me being weak. Stomach feeling so bloated and uncomfortable. At home now..skipped work today. Gonna head to the doctor's later. Feeling so bored at home. My baobei keep licking my face. As if he's trying to warm me with his body temperature, like he knows I'm feeling so cold. Dearie called me afew times now. It feels so good to have his concern. His call definitely warmed me. Thanks dearie =)

One good news to share!! I'm overjoyed. Went for my BTE yesterday after work. And I finished the whole evaluation within 15mins. I told myself to take it easy. Whether pass or fail also nvm. So I touched the END TEST button finally. And out the results came.. I got 100%!! Phew Weet!! So happy, you know!! The instructor was shocked when I stood up. He came over and looked at my results. And gave me a pat on my back. He said " wow.. full marks! Great job!" I felt so warm in my face. It felt good. I know it's only the evaluation. But I feel so happy. I didn't know my brains are still functioning well. Haha. My dad is so happy. He ask me to go take up more courses since i still can study. He even said he would help me pay part of my school fees if I can't manage my fees. Aunt said the same thing too. All of them said their biggest regret was allowing me to discontinue studying. I know they love me. But I hope to focus on one thing at a time.

P.S. I Miss Dearie badly.


his wifey; her mummy <3
1:01 PM




Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Happy 35th Monthsary, Dearie!! <3

It's the 25th of the month again. And that's the date for dearie and I. One more month to the 3rd anniversary. I don't give a fcuking damn to those KPOHs out there commenting about the time frame we are having. Cos if they haven't yet realise, it's my problem, not theirs. And of course I find myself so much 'loved' than they do. Haha. Dearie, I love you!!

Went to watch the Invisible Target after dinner yesterday. Wow..it's a great movie. At least, dearie enjoyed the whole movie. =) I would rate it 4½ stars. Not 5 bcos I find the show too long. Or perhaps, I'm just tired after work. The whole movie is well made for audience. There are teary, humorous and exciting parts. So it's a emo + funny + violent movie. Haha. For those who haven't watch it, you should do it fast. The tickets are well-worth. Wu Jing caught my attention most. I wonder why he's not named as one of the lead actors too. He has a lot of scenes too! Nicholas made no-improvement leh, his acting was expected-to-be, no surprises. Shawn Yue looks great in his 'botak' hairstyle. More boyish and clean look.

Just read my friend's blog and tears came dripping. Nowadays, many deaths are happening. Like my superior, his cousin met with an incident ytd morning. If you guys read the newspaper, you could see a 22 yr old, young lady-sergeant, whose wedding was supposing this Saturday, met with a tragic incident and thus passed away. There was no vehicle that collided with them. They just drove into the drain suddenly and died. Deaths reached us without giving any warning. People, we must really cherish everyone and everything before it's too late. About my friend's blog. I really felt so heart aching for her. I couldn't imagine what would I do, if I was in her situation. Imagine your bf sleeping beside you and he suddenly passed on like that? Imagine you waking him up, but realised he's gone? I wouldn't think I would have to strength to go on. I wouldn't have the courage to face the reality. I would definitely break down and cry. She even had the brains to change and call the ambulance. I'm not even sure if I would be in a clear state of mind!! I wouldn't have the courage to look at the coffin being pushed into the cremation room. I wouldn't be so strong. My dear friend, you are a very strong lady. You handled everything strongly. Please continue to live your life to the fullest. I'm sure he wants to see you happy every moment. Have my condolences. God bless.


his wifey; her mummy <3
9:50 AM




Tuesday, July 24, 2007

15 more minutes to knock-off. Hees.. so good!! Dinner + movie after work. woots~* Looking at my new layout, I find it plain lohs. Gotta upload some pictures tml. Aniwae, I used quite alot of chinese characters. I wonder if it can be seen when you guys load into my webby. Please let me know so I could improve on it, yea? Thanks!!
Shall upload the pictures I took last few days. My darling is sooooo cute ya? =)


Pictures:

Saturday Night

NailartWhite Roses against Metallic Blue BGOn my feets =)My darling!!*Favourite picture of the week*



his wifey; her mummy <3
5:15 PM





Spent the whole morning editing my new layout. Finally.. it's done!! Hehs. Yupp, thanks for your concern for those who smsed me. *touched* I'm feeling abit better, although my damn stomach still churning non-stop. Haha. But at least I don't feel that nauseous anymore. Supposed to work overtime yesterday de. Mondays are soooooo busy as usual. But Dearie dragged me out of my office, packed my bag and commanded I go home immediately. Haha. We headed to Jp to buy our dinner then went home straight. After dinner, I fell asleep on the sofa. Woke up in time for the 9pm drama -- Bewitched. It was the last episode. Watched tv til 11pm then went to bed straight. Fell asleep in a snap. Was late for work today. Dearie brought me to have breakfast at Macdonalds. He wants me to eat as my appetite wasn't good these days. Haven't been eating well. That stoopid Arvyn said my bones are too outstanding. Thanks to him, dearie made sure I eat even during lunch! Will be going to watch movie with dearie after work. Promised him to treat him go watch the Invisible Targets. Two more weeks to our HongKong trip.. Yippee!! It's nearing~~ =) My hair getting longer and thicker. Looks BAD. I need a haircut badly!! Hehs.


his wifey; her mummy <3
2:33 PM




Monday, July 23, 2007

Haven't blog for days. Phew~ Today was busy at work. Tons of phone calls!! I almost cut off the phone wire! Irritating!! Not much programmes this weekend. Wasn't feeling well. Guess it must be woman's sickness. Went for lessons after work on Friday. Met dearie for dinner before we headed home. Pipe and TS came over to look for dearie on Saturday. I went for Mani-Pedicure in the evening. Cabbed down to Jurong to meet Mummy for dinner. After which, she sent me to meet dearie. Supposed to go for movie, but I ended up playing billiard with Sham. haha. won $10 in two games!! After billiard, dearie and I went to buy his KFC supper then headed home straight. I was too tired, didn't have the mood to go anywhere. Sunday was worst. Woke up feeling more lethargic. I felt so weak and unwell. Slacked at home the whole day. All I did was eat, watched dvds and sleep. Was glued on the sofa the entire day. I didn't want to get up. Went Jp in the evening as dearie said I'd feel worse sleeping whole day. So we went to get some groceries. Got glued on the sofa again once we got home. Dearie cooked some flower crabs for us. Overall, it's a sick-weekend. Dearie, Tks for looking after me the whole SUNDAY. loves~

Updated @ 1600hrs : Darlings, I have replaced my chat box. The previous one is too polluted with foul languages from God-Knows-Who. Leave the annoyances behind, we shall look forward. Yearning for all of your sweet texts!! Muacks =)


his wifey; her mummy <3
3:07 PM




Sunday, July 22, 2007

生日快樂!


his wifey; her mummy <3
2:09 AM




Thursday, July 19, 2007


Planned to meet Clare last night, but in the end BD has things to do. Dearie went to meet his friends straight after work. I didn't want to go along as I was very lazy. I don't like going out after work. So, I headed home straight. Had one 'pok' of MJ at my house with Ade, Dino and Ivan at night. Halfway through, Mummy came to play so I sat around and watched. I saw Dino's tiles, every hands he got was beautiful~. The rest of the tiles he needed, came in as soon as his turn came! Ade said he grew up eating MJ tiles. Haha. Mummy really likes Dino. She kept teasing him! Even before she went to bed, she deliberately came out to tell him. Dots~!! Mummy prefers guys to girls loh. LOLs. In the end, Dino was the BIG winner as usual. All three of us lost to him. He's really good at it. =) After MJ, I played some games while waiting for Dearie. He forgotten his keys. Dearie went to bathe when he reached home. He looked exhausted. However, he still asked me about my night and told me about his. We chatted til almost 4am!! It made me reminisced the past days. We always had heart-to-heart talks, every night before sleeping. But ever since we started working, we seldom do that anymore. I love having long chats with Dearie. Although we see each other 24/7, we still have LOTS more to chat about!! They bring us together even closer and helps us understand each other more. Also, any problems or unhappiness could be resolved fast. So, I advice all my dearest friends and their partners to go to bed at the same time and try this out. Communications fill up any gaps in between, pulling you closer. LOVES*


his wifey; her mummy <3
2:10 PM




Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Month of JULY
Mixtures of Feelings
Maudlin Emotions
Animus Feelings
Indulging in Reminiscence

I don't like JULYs.
NOT AT ALL.


his wifey; her mummy <3
4:10 PM





Hi people!! Don't get so worked up laa.. I'm doing very fine and well. Not even least affected by those people who are just out to humilate themselves -- merely LAUGHING STOCKS. Don't worry about me, alrites? I am really touched I have you darlings who care so much for me. In fact, I should thank them instead! They let me realise how much I'm loved. =) Let's not begin each day by swearing and cursing. We are not similar to them, no where near too. Ignore those immature acts. You know what I mean laa.. Roaring here. Hamming in front. Duh..! LOLs. Dearie is right. It's their problems, better don't join them.

Sweethearts, this is my blog. It's for us to hold our loves together tightly. It's certainly not for entertaining people from different levels. AL is right! Jealousy will only bring more Hates. I can understand that. So, go ahead and say whatever you want. It only proves what a stunning person I am, whom you failed to be anywhere near. The uglier and nastier your words are, will only show how much you hate me, thus being very jealous. I'm absolutely alright with you smerdging my webby, you know? It merely exposes your grotesqueness. *shrugs*

Remember, don't ever hesitate to tell me if you yearned to be my friend. I'm sure my darlings will not mind you being theirs too. And please. Never ever manifest your pernicious and nefarious identity. I don't want to know!! Bring your secret to grave. PLEASE don't ever let me know, I really mean it... I just want to lead a simple life. I don't want you to reveal yourself and cause any troubles. I don't wanna end up in some place totally unsuitable for me. Don't turn my path crooked or lead me to sins. I'm walking straight with my head held high up now. Don't wish to take the wrong path again. Definately not over inferior delinquents who bears malevolent inclinations!! I don't want people I love, to sin over such malodorous adolescents. So, bear in mind. Never evince your acts. Conceal with your tightest lips. Take it as doing me a favour. You will be helping me tons by staying hidden behind the screen. Don't assume I'm joking. I genuinely want to be away from sinful acts. Thank you!!

PS: Darlings, just be lenient to those inferior delinquents. Leave them to bark as much as they want. After all, they are plainly pathetic creatures whom might be deprived of certain things in life. Count ourselves fortunate God gave us better lives. So pardon and let live, alrights? I'm sure all of you can understand their plights. Lets not blame the ignorant ones. However, if you feel like de-stressing after a long day of work, you may do so here!! You may enjoy yourselves being entertained by these creatures for some laughs. You know what clowns do in circuses to make everyone happy, right? *winks* But don't do it so often hohs!! Don't see services FREE-OF-CHARGE then manipulate like nobody's business hohs. LOLs. I love you darlings!! Smooches*






his wifey; her mummy <3
9:30 AM




Tuesday, July 17, 2007


Went to watch Harry Potter with Dearie yesterday evening. Wow, the tickets were like hotcakes!! Initially we planned to watch the 1830hrs slot. But by the time it was our turn, it's all sold. The best part is, the queue isn't long! Hehz. I enjoyed the movie pretty much.. =) I have been wanting to watch it!! I would rate it 4 stars out of 5. The sound effects of the movie has improved, there are more thrilling music. The movie started out with attacks, which was quite a good start as normal movies usually has boring starts. The storyline was interesting. It had my attention all the way. However, I find the climax too short and the ending not very nicely-wrapped up. It kinda bored me with such closing. That may be the reasons why some viewers didn't find it nice this time. Maybe you guys should watch it too. Some other movies we intend to watch. Not in theatres yet, but we planned to watch them when we come back from HK.

Rush Hour 3

Featuring Tucker and Jacky. I don't think I have to tell you guys about the storyline. Everybody must have seen the previous sequels! They were nice, isn't it? The advertisement already made me laughed! I believed it must be many people's favourite movie, isn't it? It's a must watch movie!! =)

881

A Singapore movie. Yah, like Man in White, it's a LAME show. But that's what Singaporeans go for. The more BO LIAO, the more people want to watch. Cos these movies are funny!! Singaporean movies can either make you CRY TIL SIAO or LAUGH TIL SIAO. This movie is about 'ge tais' rivalry between Papaya and Durian group. Caught its advertisement at the cinema yesterday. Singaporeans must support local movies!! True, you know? *winks*


his wifey; her mummy <3
2:37 PM




Monday, July 16, 2007

I'm such a good girl today. Cos this morning I woke up to prepare for work, without throwing any tantrums. Haha =) *Lame* Dearie said he's going to buy 4D ler. Allowing myself to take a short break now. Shall move on to recaps of the weekends.

Friday
No late nights on Friday. Didn't join Ade and Dino they all to Sentosa. I had lessons early morning the next day. So decided to slack at home instead. Good girl -.-

Saturday
Went for lessons early in the morning. From 8am til 1pm. 5 whole hours and yet only a total of 40-mins break. After lessons went for lunch with Mummy. Walked past the neighbourhood I used to live for 11-years!! Wow.. nothing much has changed in that area. Many fun memories flashed back. Mummy went to Chinatown to pick up our air-tickets after lunch. I was dead-beat, cabbed home right after. Took an afternoon nap til late evening.

Had dinner with dearie at 130. Oh my, the vendors there were rude! *dots* Met up with our usual companies. Dearie played 2 games of billiard with me. As usual, I lost to him in both (No surprise!). Dearie went DOTA-ing with his Khakis while I had games with Ricky, Joseph and Weiye. So long never join them play billiard liao. It was fun and enjoyable. =) We had pool in between too. I was so lousy in it that Ricky had to OBVIOUSLY 'put water'!! LOLs. Clare was so tired, she slept while BD play DOTA. So bad, never accompany me! Haha. Kidding =) She's really tired. Many serious-things she have to see to. After our games, arvyn, dearie and I cabbed home while the others went for supper.

Sunday
Mummy and I cabbed to Ultimate for our spa session. We did Javanese massage and foot massage. Felt so refreshing. Wearing heels to work for 5 whole days is straining my poor feets. Appreciated the foot massage. My muscle aches from work subsided after the Javanese massage too. Went for steambath after the massage. Steambath makes me feel more energized. It also makes you feel relax and calm too. Simply love it =) Took a shower after 'oven-ing' then cabbed down to meet dearie at Jp.

We wanted to watch Harry Potter. But it was so packed, I didn't feel like watching anymore. So, we went to the food fair. There were about 15 stalls, if I'm not wrong. There were many delicacies to choose from. Dearie bought me an ice-ball to try while we shopped around. It's BIG and colourful with lots of red beans. It's exactly like those ice-balls sold during the olden days. It was quite yummy laa, not bad. We came to this Taiwan delicacies stall which sells different type of noodles. I bought 'Ma Lat Noodles' for myself and 'Orr Ark Mee Sua' for dearie. They smelled delicious even from afar. Dearie also bought a few packets of differently-prepared cuttlefish.

Stayed at home the rest of the day. Dearie went NTUC in the evening and bought some live crabs back. He cooked chilli crabs for all of us. It was soooooooooo delicious lohs. I could smell the aroma even from my room!! Poor Peppy could only look at the crabs and not eat them. *grins* My family and I crowded around the dining table to savour the fabalous dish. Even Mummy, who loves to pick on food, said it tasted delicious. Dearie is so talented, he whipped up such a nice dish in less than an hour! After helping dearie to clear up and wash the dishes, we watched tv together. Haven't have the time for tv ever since I started working. Headed straight to bed after math.

Pictures:

Resembling Mummy c",)

Mummy dolling her daughter up. =)She said this 'Barbie Doll' just can't stop moving!! =xCandid shot taken by Dearie!! >,<Dearie took this shot while I was playing wib Peppy.*Kiss Kiss* LOLs.



his wifey; her mummy <3
4:35 PM





10 minutes to lunch break. Dearie is soooooooo busy today. Drawings. Drawings. And Drawings. Haha. He's getting tied up. But I love to see him so serious in his work. Love to see him excelling himself. Bleahz =) Spent the last 10 minutes before lunch to visit a few of my darlings' webby. Came to Pamela's and saw this Love Analysis (by horoscope). Found it interesting as how it does the analysis, so I tried it. =) Some are quite true but some are just make-believes. Many other tests available too. Try them during your free time too. =D Off to lunch ler. See ya!

Your positive traits:
You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment.You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of.You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you.


Your negative traits:
Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your partner's past.You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with.You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not.


Your ideal partner:
Is incredibly powerful and well respected.Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work.Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday.


Your dating style:
Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you.
Your seduction style:
Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom.Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time.Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary.


Tips for the future:
Open up. A little emotional expression is a good thing in relationships.Leap before you look. You don't have to run a cost benefit sheet on everyone you date.Enjoy the now. No need to worry about marriage on the first few dates.
Best color to attract mate: Dark green
Best day for a date: Saturday



his wifey; her mummy <3
11:48 AM




Sunday, July 15, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Sent you a sms.
No reply.
Sent him one to convey.
No reply.
Wanted to pass you a lil something.
Was buffed.
Things differed.
Should haf known better.

At times,
Tears visited.
Memories recollected.
I missed those days.
I missed you.
When bullied,
when confused,
when happy,
when overjoyed,
There isn't you.
The FIRST person
I wanted to share.
The ONLY person
I could pour everything into,
Without any shame,
without any restrictions.

Even my darkest secrets,
my fears. my regrets.
The first and only ONE
I confided into.
Time past.
Things differed.
Your absences.
Your emptiness.
I've no courage
for expressions.
You know me.
You know exactly.
But right now,
I'm learning.
I'm learning to swallow
all of these,
INDEPENDENTLY.

I hanged on.
I buried those tears.
I broke down.
I held on to dearie.
I told him..
how much I missed you.
I told him..
how much I hoped you
were by my side.
I told him..
there were so much
I wanted to tell you.
So much that
it could take days.
Dearie saw how
I racked my brains,
hoping my lil something
would bring some joy to you.
My enthusiasm to get it,
even forsaking my workload.
But no, I was buffed.

The hurts and the miseries.
The misses and the yearnings.
I hid them well. I kept in down.
I told myself things differed.
I told myself I wasn't affected.
I told myself each has their own paths.
I told myself to face the present.
I was not missed.
Not loved.
In oblivion.

If not for Dearie,
I wouldn't have gone through.

For as long as I know you are happy.


his wifey; her mummy <3
3:46 PM





Edited: 16 July 2007

For Stephanie.

HELLO Steph! Have you ever sat down and thought about what has happened? About your tiffs with Adeline, and FOR NO RHYME OR REASON, you got me into YOUR picture? I'm going to be very blunt and truthful in this post. Sometimes the words we hear doesn't sound nice,but actually do you know that the UNPLEASANT words (from ppl who cares) are actually true, and for the better of you?

Initially, I don't even know what's the reason you and Adeline were fighting about. It's something between the both of you. Do you think Adeline would tell me about something so discreet? NO. Do you think she would tell on her GOOD FRIEND? NO. You shoud have known better cos you were friends for such a long time!! The only thing she told me was, she was hurt by the unkind words from you, HER GOOD FRIEND. And on my part, the only thing I did was, CONSOLE a friend of mine. Am I wrong to do that? Did I swear and curse at you instead? I DID NOT. I DID NOT interfere in your tiffs. CONSOLING her is NOT interfering, it's between Adeline and me. So tell me what reasons do you have, to come here and spam nasty words?

You have mentioned both of you share 18-years of friendship. EIGHTEEN years, my dear!! It's not a short period of time. From sharing combs to sticking together most of the time.. do you think this NEW FRIEND of hers can easily break the friendship? And when things happened, why are you not questioning yourself first? Why yet pushing to me or I would rather say, ARROWING at me? Yes, Adeline should ask herself what went wrong too, I don't deny that. But you only can control your own doings, not hers. If the friendship is strong, NO ONE have the ability to spoil it, neither can I.

I'm not trying to be inquisitive and poke my nose into your affairs. I certainly have no obligations to do so. But YOU got me involved, when I didn't do anything. It was a MISUNDERSTANDING. You assumed Adeline was gossiping about you in my blog and telling tales about you to me. But hey, do you really think of Adeline that way? Your good friend? Do you think she's such person? It's really up to you. I don't know what you think. I mean, what's the point of venting your anger on me, spamming here and making this MY problem? Will it recover the friendship? Will you feel satisfied? Or is it making things worst? THINK.

I don't know about you, but let me tell you.. EVERYONE has each of their own problems. It's how one choose to face it and solve it. Definitely NOT do stupid things that would hurt themselves and their love ones. Allow people, ur bestie and ur close ones to be better than you or even live better. We should be happy for them instead. No point being angry and thinks that he/she is trying to show off her colourful feathers to you!! Adeline would want to tell you things that she's happy of, or even proud of, the first minute, because that's what good friends do!! And you know what? You are her good friend, she wants to share EVERT happiness with you, hoping that you would be happy for her!! Like me, if I'm excited or happy about something, I would also want to share with someone dearly to me, THE VERY FIRST MINUTE. I'm sure you think the same way!! Right?

My friends were nasty in words. But why? You started all these first. By spamming my blog..venting ur unhappiness on me and pushing ALL the blames to me. They are my friends, naturally they would protect me. I'm not trying to find who's at fault or what, however, I just want to make things CLEAR to you. I would apologise on behalf of my friends as their words are might have hurt you. But how about YOU, girl? Do you think you didn't do anything wrong? I genuinely hope you would thoroughly think about it. We are all not as young anymore. We have got greater dreams to fufil. Like you, you are studying hard to map out your future career, your wish to work in the casino 2008. And of course, I have mine too!! So why create such commotions and misunderstandings? Do we have the time? Please do think about it. Whatever you choose to do, I won't interfere. After all, it's your choice, your own doings, not mine.

All these acts would end here from this very second. This is my say. BYE.


his wifey; her mummy <3
2:31 AM




Saturday, July 14, 2007

Haven't had such a great laugh since!! HAHAHA!! You should thank GOD i dun haf a small heart, nor I'm as black-hearted. People..People.. Who can imagine one drying her own dirty linens out and yet, turned to her neighbour and mock at her drying indoor?? I'm not sure if you guys would do the same thing, but I definitely won't have the COURAGE to do so. I mean, how could I do it? Am I nuts or what? If it's a black-n-white thing that you are practically worse? Haha. Really don't understand why a female being can stoop til so low. I mean, honestly, I can't bring myself to do it. Duh! Weird. *shruggs* I am trying to be gracious to you, trying my very best to help u commit lesser sins. Yet, you became more unrepentant, more incorrigible. Oh, have I done it the wrong way? It has negative effects instead. My helps are purging out YOUR TRUE SELF. Forgive me. It was a honest act!!

Please don't push a magnanimous heart. You won't know when things would turn ugly. When one keeps quiet and stop her jokes to prevent you from hurts, you should be ashamed that people are ignoring you, and you are being hopeless. Aren't you a pity thing? You can't even get one to quarrel wib you, not even kill time! I feel so depressed for you. How could I ignore and neglect such a pitiful girl? But so sorry. I get sick of the same games easily. Not interesting anymore. I'm so proud of myself. To have gotten you paranoid and loyal. You are clever in words (culinary). But don't be too sure bout that, dear. Cos.. your BIGGEST weakness is to spill ur DARK secrets out, without me having to lift a finger. Pay attention next time.

Post-Sleep TIDBITS:

Scene ONE.
Woman A was pregnant because of her BF. But cos of their difficulties and incapability, they had the foetus aborted. They are still together even after the painful decision, and even became stronger. Being with each other, they help themselves heal the hurt of losing their baby. HIS love nv changed though, not a single bit.

Scene TWO.
Woman B was pregnant. Her BF doubt it's HIS. But actually, he didn't want to be tied down to HER just bcos of his folly moment. He wanted to ditch her. She refused, bugging non-stop. Yet, the BF was kind enough to take her back if she would abort the brat. And meeting up was like once in a blue moon? Perhaps just when HE got his excitement up? I dunoe.

CONCLUSION.
Woman B mocked at woman A for not being able to keep her baby. *diao~!*

Oops!! Who's calling the kettle? LOLs. People, you should get the JOKE now, right? It's too obvious not to catch it. Fictional scenes. Just for laughs only. If there's any resembles in any body's incident, it's purely COINCIDENCES. Haha. Please tag if you have any qns or even after-thoughts for the JOKE. It could be a relaxing thing to discuss. To ease some stress. =) Nights people!!


his wifey; her mummy <3
12:46 AM




Friday, July 13, 2007

Haha. 'Come out say'. What?!! Won't even blush when saying such things..?!! Hais. Feel so sad. My dearie will definately whack me from HEAD to TOE for ZILLION times if he hears me saying such things!! I'm not as lucky. Surely no chance given by dearie de lohs. I dowan to kena fcuk by him for no good reason. Better dun xia suay dearie. =)

Lots of commotions in my tagboard SUDDENLY. Wonder why? Owned blog so long ler, never once got *passerby or quarrels. Interesting? Dun lidat say laa.. I dowan ppl to think i got BAD companies. Alrites, gng to meet dearie soon. See.. he wanna mit me again!! Tonight is NO exception too. Tata~! Gotta get prepared. Cya!! Loves*


his wifey; her mummy <3
7:23 PM





Sorry darlings. Pardon me for being so mushy today. I've got the urge to shout out MY XING-FU-NESS. It'll be a rather long one but bear with me for awhile, alrites? I know you all will. Cos you girls LOVE me, just like I do.

I wanna THANK GOD I have such a SWEET and LOVING boyfriend -- CHUA WEI JIAN. We are exactly like SUPERGLUES lohs. He told me he wants to be with me EVERYDAY. He said his LOVE for me has never stopped INCREASING day by day. I'm so FORTUNATE I could see him EVERYDAY, EVERY SECOND. Although without the R.O.M Certificate, he made me feel that I'm his WIFE. I could enter his house WITHOUT his knowledge. I could slip on his clothes as and when I feel like it. I can do anything I like, as long as I'm happy!! =D We will be celebrating our 3rd Anniversary next month! *Woots~* I don't deny the FACT that we did broke off earlier this year. But we became even STRONGER than before!! From the 1st day we got together til now, the number of days we didn't see each other for even ONE day is LESSER than my FIVE fingers!! Oh my God!! How GLUEY can we be?!! LOLs.

TILL NOW, DEARIE IS STILL SO SWEET & SUAVE LIKE DAY ONE!! HE STILL LOVES BEING WITH ME EVERYDAY!!

In the first few months of our relationship, we don't live together. We don't sleep on the same bed. But apart from sleeping, my DARLING will ask to meet me EVERYDAY loh. He said he feel uneasy missing me so much, even for that few hours of sleep!! Haha. Been through his NS life with him. During his 1st book in, I cried like hell as we had NEVER been away from each other. *Laughs* But counting those days, it was only TWO days away from each other. I'm such a silly girl. We are really INSEPARABLE from DAY 1 til now. Can you imagine your boyfriend calling you EVERY SINGLE DAY, asking you to meet him? And when he doesn't even argue for his own free time with his friends? Lucky me.. he's just too PERFECT.

MY BOYFRIEND WANTS TO MEET UP WITH ME EVERYDAY!!
HE WANTS TO BE SEEN WITH ME EVERY MOMENT!!

I'm definately not the prettiest thing on earth. Neither do I have the best figure nor the best personality. I don't even have the minimum passion on bed. No big breasts nor the slimmest waist. No big and sparkling eyes nor snow-white skin. I'm not at least attractive. You can say I'm UGLY too. I possess nothing at all. But yet, I received the BEST love and pampering every girl yearns for. GOD really took care of me well. I'm loved. Thanks GOD!

Like normal couples, dearie and I do have tiffs and fights. We ranted at each other, cursed and sweared like nobody business, said the most hurtful words and even had one huge fight you would nv think of. But all the unhappy incidents we have been through, had played a tremendous part in making us STRONGER than before. They don't even last for more than an hour. Perhaps, it's true. TIFF BONDS US (quoted from Joy). We made sure the same old thing won't happen again. We also understand that whatever said in tiffs and fights, are all SENSELESS speeches, just out to spite each other. Nonetheless, we won't cause harm to each other. But most importantly, he DOES NOT flirt around, he DOES NOT have eyes for other ladies. That is one CRITICAL thing I don't have to worry about.

Being together for years, we grow to be alike. Our temper, our behaviour, our habits and even our shortcomings has become similar. Some even said we looked alike! Haha. To be frank, I have one of the most temperamental moods that even my best friends do not know of. But dearie is different. He's not only my SWEET bf, he's also my BEST-EST friend. During my mood swings, I don't even have to open my golden mouth, Dearie will know EXACTLY what I am unhappy with!! That is, even when I am putting on a FAKE smile. He even knows the exact reason, which I dropped completely no hints and gestures. I was quite surprised when I first realised that. We are living in each other's soul. ("v") DEEPLY in love ("v").

We have all our meals together. We have funs together. We smoke together. And now, we even work together!! =) Dearie is a Piping draughtsman while I'm an Expeditor. He designs and drafts P&IDs and ISOs, while I expedite the E&I he has designed. The fabrications side will then frabricate the skids according to dearie's DWGs, with the materials I expedited. We work hand in hand, assisting each other to achieve the most optimum results. One could not do without the other. Not in any situations at all.

DEARIE IS NOT ONLY MY BOYFRIEND
AND MY BEST FRIEND NOW,
HE IS ALSO MY BEST WORKING PARTNER!! >.<
HE PLAYS A ROLE IN EVERY SINGLE EPISODE OF MY LIFE.

Dearie, thanks for loving me and pampering me so much these years. Thanks for never giving up on me and holding me so tightly. You once chosen to be hurt yourself to grant me my happiness. You place me high above others and never allow any harm to come to me. Next month we are going Hong Kong le, I can't wait to spend those honeymoon time with you!! You love me. You love my family. You love my Peppy. You respect my friends. You respect my decisions. Where on earth could another boyfriend like him be found? I'm such a lucky girlfriend. I'M BLISSED.

INSEPARABLE.
EVERY MOMENT;
EVERYDAY.


his wifey; her mummy <3
12:40 PM




Wednesday, July 11, 2007


Been very slack these few days. Duh! Now so busy with work. Early morning people came to my table. Demanding for this expediting report and that forwarding quotations. Gosh, I'm really so busy. Bo bian.. if today need to do overtime, i also concede to it le. Haha. Wah.. i really am putting on weight. and LOTS of weight, i mean. Have been eating like nobody's business. Ytd ate dinner after work with dearie then at night ate supper -- fried hokkien mee. Imagine those calories. Damn, how am i going to burn them all in one go?!! Lols.

These few days nothing much to update on. Except, I got a VERY good news to share!! Dearie and I will be going HONG KONG TOGETHER finally!! In August. Which is less than 1 month. 26 days to be exact!! I'm counting down... woots~! My wish is fulfilled. Hurray!! Now we can spend our 3rd anniversary in HK. Do lots of shopping and go Disneyland together!! We are going to take millions of photos right, darling? And take aeroplane together! Now left with helicopter nia! I LOVE CHUA WEIJIAN!! I wanna shout it out loud!! Not forgetting MUMMY!! She's really my angel. Thanks for everything, Mummy! I LOVE YOU!!

Really hope to share my happiness with you at the very moment we got the tickets, but I guess you must be indulging in ur own world of happiness. Nvm. I'm used to it.
Just wanna say, I MISS YOU. OUR DAYS TOGETHER. but I guess, there wouldn't be anymore of those. I'm forgotten. COMPLETELY.


For ADE: Girl, don't fret! I'm always here to be your listening ear. Ignore the evil words, they are not meant for decent ears. God will protect the weak and kind ones. Not mighty and evil ones. LOVES*


his wifey; her mummy <3
10:46 AM




Tuesday, July 10, 2007

08 July 2007
Sunday. Woke up at 3pm. Slept for only 5 hours. Dearie and I cabbed down to fetch arvyn and ah pipe. Headed to Marina Square for Yuki Yaki. Dearie and I wanted to treat arvyn to dinner as his bdae present. Reached there around 5pm. Wow, it's quite a big place. Would have made me bankrupt if I went earlier. Haha.

The Yuki Yaki there is more classy than the one used to be in Cine. The four of us started eating as soon as we got our seats. We ate for fully 2½ hours. Had my favourite prawns!! Lots of them!! LOLs. I'm getting fatter, no doubts. Haha. We decorated with ice-cream too. Drew arvyn's gf. Hees. Even the waitresses came over to peep!! LOLs. After which, we shopped for awhile and went for a walk out at the balcony. The scenery was beautiful with Esplande and many skyscrapers. I got giddy seeing those heights. But the views were really breath-taking! We took some photos then headed to catch a cab.

Cabbed down to enter. Dearie played number with arvyn and pipe. He left for Dota and ended up I played the last few games with them. Won a few bucks!! Haha. Unbelievable! Both of them went to play dota too. So I played with computer games alone. Sianz ½ lohs! After an hour, the game ended. I was so tired. Dearie, arvyn and I cabbed home.

Pictures of the day:

Heading to Marina Square.

我的帥哥 dearie vin. jian. pipe. (short --> tall)Yuki Yaki - Steamboat/TeppanyakiLook at the variety of food o.OPitter-Patter!!!!Prawns!! My favourite!! Yummy!!Arvyn & Pipe - Butter-man?? Lols.Me with dearie. Loves*Time for Ice-creams =)sweeties making ice-creams ("v")Done By: eve, jian, vin and pipe *CLAPS*Love the scenery*vin's n73 is richer. =xdearie claimed we are at genting o.OEsplanade supposed to be seen behind me!The 3 muskeeters >.<

Who invented this STUPID game!! *arghh!!*

Caught sleeping OBSCENELY. Duh!



his wifey; her mummy <3
8:24 AM




Monday, July 9, 2007

o7.o7.o7
Green-day. Also, Arvyn's bdae. What a nice date!! Now i know why he likes the number 7 so much. Haha. Woke up quite early although I only slept at 6am the previous day. Dearie also woken up by me! Haha. Granny came over. I gave her some pocket money. Feels great. hees =) Dearie helped Granny prepared dinner. There were crabs, veggies, fish and soup. Within an hr or so, dinner is ready. Dearie and I went to nap for awhile before dinner. After dinner, we played one pok of MJ to accompany granny. After which, dearie and I went to get ourselves prepared.

Left home around 2345hrs. Cabbed down to JE first, then I went to meet Dino, CY and Ade. We went McPherson for supper. The food there not so nice, yet expensive. Duh!! It looks great though, but all so bland and taste-less. After which went Queenstown play billiard. Ade and I wanted to go to the toilet. As we walk towards the Ladies, we noticed pieces of glasses on the floor. Eyeballs tracing the glasses, we saw a man full of blood, held down by his friends. Suddenly, his friend say 'faster go' and the bloody man suddenly sat up!! Ade shouted "run" and we ran like mad, in fear. It's really scary!! We were both frightened like fcuk. Limbs couldn't move. I feel so wobbly after seeing such a bloody scene. We dare not go to the toilet anymore. Decided to wait for the scene to be cleared up.

Finally, it's cleared up by the paramedics and cops. Ade and I then went to relieve ourselves. Many people were looking at us. Guess we were really screaming hysterically!! Played 2 games of billiard with Dino. After which went out to fag while waiting for CY. There was this VERY weird man who approached Dino for a fight. Bo liao~! He asked Dino to wait then return with a cue in hands and challenged Dino to a fight. Dino said he isn't as childish and the Crazy man went berserk. Urged Dino to leave, no point entertaining such madman. Ade and I hopped on Dino's ride. The crazy man returned with another cue, this time with his friends. He stood in front of the van and sweared furiously. Luckily he did not smash the front window! But he got mad upon not being able to harm Dino. Angrily, he kicked the van. Good thing, no damage.

Drove off to fetch Dino's friend and headed to my home for MJ. Played til 8+ the next morning. All of us lost to Dino. He's the big winner again. =) After MJ, we cleared the place and I headed straight to bed. Dead beat. One night encountered two things that's scary and weird. Queenstown is really complicating. Try to stay away. *rolled-eyes*


his wifey; her mummy <3
3:42 PM





It's Monday again. Today woke up with a bad stomachache. Had diarrhoea the whole morning. Feel so weak. Having headache. Perhaps I have played too much over the weekends. Dearie skipped work today. He's sick. Took a bus alone to work today. I'm so tired now. Yawns.. Back to recaps on friday first.

06 July 2007
It was Arvyn's 19th birthday. Celebrated at Kbox. There were lots of food and drinks. Everyone had fun, especially dearie and pipe!! =x haha. Took lots of photos. After kbox, we planned to go Newton for seafood, but some said it closes at 6am, so we didnt go. Instead, we had Macdonalds breakfast. Didn't manage to eat together in the end. Cos Dearie and Pipe was drunk. They drank the most lohs. Ended up asleep on the table while waiting for our food. Dots. Arvyn sent dearie and I home after buying Macdonalds. Reached home feel so tired. Dearie so heavy!! Carried him from the cab til home. *sweats*

Let the pictures tell you more!!


arvyn's birthday cakeBirthday Boy!Blowing out the candles...dearie and vin enjoying themselves.FJ and Pipe challenging Vin to drink!!Bo bian~! He drank the glass of 'nique'. LOLs.dearie, vin and pipe - opening the champagne.Oh No!! Who's gonna get soaked with champagne? =xGrace and Ricky obessed in their own world.Pipe - Enjoying himself singing =DVIN - Presenting his favourite song - 童话(Note: Vyn's face) Wah lan eh.. Want me to die arh..
I still wanna play Dota after math lehs.."Let me off laa.. Pipe, help me talk to jian laa.."The boys' mixture of wine for arvyn.Ok laa.. Brothers 有福同享;有難同當!!Take 1.Take 2.Take 3.Take 4.Gracie and ILemon bite!! >,<Kiss my dearie!!Camwhoring :: Shot 1Camwhoring :: Shot 2.Camwhoring :: Shot 3Camwhoring :: Shot 4Camwhoring :: Shot 5


his wifey; her mummy <3
1:27 PM