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Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Meeting just ended.
Still no appetite.
Skipped lunch as well.

Feeling insulted. the feeling is one so indescribable. it hurts. it feels like being stepped on. worthless, useless and being unawares.

i agree that I'm ONLY an assistant Expeditor now. And that I don't even have the Letter Of Promotion yet. But does that mean i don't do the same job? Does that mean our job scope differ? No. I'm okay with people unaware of the job scope i have, but even you, you didn't clarify anything. All work that i have done is accounted to your doings. Thanks to you. Thank you very much. I have never realised I'm so useless and unworthy. I tried to understand that superior gets all the glory of what his subordinates have done, but i can't help but feel hurt. But what can i do? Just hide in a corner and try to swallow everything. I'm getting used to it.

Remembering the phrase: A good subordinate makes the superior looks good.

Cried everything out. Consoled by dearie and yings. I shall try to feel better and let it go. Just get my job done well. I'm sure it would be paid off some day.


his wifey; her mummy <3
1:15 PM