I felt terrible. Back to work today. Everything changed. Unbearable. I feel so miserable. Why must I force myself to stay on? I feel like tearing. I hope to talk to Hubby straight away. He called, but he hung up with saying he's busy. I feel so unhappy and hurt. I needed him to listen and console me. But I have to understand that he was busy as well. But I couldn't control my emotions. I feel so xing ku. Why must I continue working here? The pay isn't appealing! The environment isn't heaven! I hate everything here. How I wish they would terminate me. How I wish I can just resign and walk out of here forever. Luckily Precious Yings was free to listen to me. I felt better after ranting and crying out. Thanks ger. Only she know what I meant.
I'm anticipating with the results of the interview I went last Friday. The agent just called to say my chances are high and I will be able to know by today or tomorrow. I'm pinning high hopes on this one. Hopefully, I get hired! Pray hard!! =) I want to say BYE BYE here!!
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