Xmas is nearing but yet I don't feel at all happy. I miss exchanging gifts and celebrating the season. But because of some mishaps, I cannot enjoy the festive season like the past years. I miss buying xmas pressies and exchanging them with my family and friends! But I'm sorry, my dear fellows. I simply couldn't do it this year. =( I feel like getting myself and Keida a beautiful dress for Xmas. No plans for Xmas, no parties, no nothing. =(
2009 is nearing in two weeks time. Time flies, isn't it. New friends gained and old friends left. People whom I sincerely cared and loved for. All these years of friendship, but yet has come to an end. I've lost three of my closest people. I miss spending time with them, but I'm happy they are moving on happy in their life. Yea, if I have the money, nothing like this will happen. I have only myself to blame on. But once again, it's hurting to lose them, if they ever knew it. They were people I really cherished, but yet all these happened in year 2008. Other than my Baby Keida's arrival and getting my license, I don't think 2008 is a very smooth one for me. I hope 2009 will be better, yes, with a better job and better days.
Birthday coming up in 9 days, yet still no plans. I doubt there will be any party held for me. When I was young, I yearned for a celebration on a boat for my 21st. But nahs, none of these will come true. My girls planned a mini celebration for me next Friday, only with my girls, but I'm happy they had the heart to do so. Asked a few good friends out for dinner, hopefully we can all get together. Nvm, I'm already a mother. All I should wish for is my family to be happy and Baby Keida to grow up to a sweet girl. Saw a Gucci bag in Serene's blog. I think it's beautiful and the price is quite worth-it. But I promised to save up and not spend unnecessarily. Hopefully some kind souls will buy it for me! LOLs. =)
My best friend's wedding is in two weeks' time. I haven't got myself and Keida a new dress yet. I'm happy that things are going well for him. His wedding will be a great chance for all our old friends to get together. Sometimes I miss the days we hung around for games and supper. Things are different now. All have their work, NS and family. Things do changed. Nevertheless, I sincerely wish his wedding to be a memorable one. Jiayou!