Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Ytd was a very bad day for me. Unhappy events came one after the other. I felt so miserable. Just what have i done to deserve all these? From work, family to friends. All these have drastic happenings! What a combo?! drats. My bestie is hurt. I dwell over my promotion. My dad admitted again. Things coming one after the other. What's this?! I remembered how hard was i to swallow all these down ytd. I couldnt get to sleep. watched my dvds. got afew drinks. fagged afew sticks. grief for awhile. finally gotten asleep.
woke up wib a hangover tis morning. it was raining heavily. the temperature was so low. the floors were hard. i didnt feel like gng to work. but i still came. i got lots of work not to be missed and push behind. i couldnt put down my workload. i need to clear my everyday's work. gotten the email for my appraisel to be done. i'm nervous. im afraid. what if i dont get a good promotion? what if i wasnt recognised? all these are getting me insane! my colleague gotten his $500 increment via confirmation, when he's not at all hardworking. damn these ppl. they only noe how to flatter. i dun believe in this. im not gng to be exceptionally sweet to the managment ppl..!! NO!! but it's shown. he gotten the increment due to 'polishing' the boss' balls. at least.. that's half true! arghh...!! anyway.. i'm gng to wait for the results to be out. hopefully next week.
#thanks for having a heartfelt talk wib me. i realli felt much better. i didnt noe what to say. tears just did their flowing. nothing else. yet, u managed to make me feel better. i am so glad we can still be good friends. i realli dun wish to lose the friendship, no matter what happens. Thanks alot for understanding me. For making me feel better. And for caring when i'm down. *xie xie ni*#
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