Thursday, October 11, 2007
Blogging away at work now. Yah.. It's 7 pm now. And I'm still at work. Taking some minutes off from my OT to blog now. Haha. I know I'm bad laa.. but I can't help but 'eat snake' every now and then. Dearie is doing his drawings now. Busy. Busy. Busy. Guess I'd better not disturb him. Haha. My hardworking Hubby, I'm so proud of you! But hurry up finish your work..I have got sooooooooo damn much to complain to you about!! Shucks.. Let me whine in here for a few seconds alrites, darlings?
There's this @#%*^& fcuker in my company. I won't call her my colleague as we aren't in the same department. She's one BIG mother fcuker KPOH chee ok! She used to shower me with nice words n gifts until I ignored her completely. Her 'por-ness' is simply superb. She once gave me a Gucci bag (with certificate proving it's genuine) just to please me as I stopped talking to her. And of course, I won't turn her 'generosity' down.. I accepted the bag and continued ignoring her the next day. Hehes. Who would turn away such stupid bitch, yea? LOLs. Anyway, her BF was invited to my wedding last two weeks back. She wanted him to bring her along, but he didn't as I didn't asked him to. So she was definitely unpleased that she wasn't invited. Knn.. I'm already a saint when I did not write "To: Mr Chin Yong ONLY" on the invitation card. She's one loose (mentally n physically) bitch who has not stopped bitching about me since Feb 2007 when I just joined this company. And her most mentally-retarded part is, she keep bitching about ME to my AUNT. Ya, that's rite, to my AUNT. Imagine how her retarded-level goes? Her present Bf has my most sympathy. She could actually tell my aunt that she herself, couldn't believe that her pretentious act could deceive her BF of her decent-ness. OMFG! What a bitch rite?
Actually I didn't want to meddle about what she does. But she simply is so 'interested' in my affairs that her eyes couldn't leave me. She told my aunt that I have been wearing 'flared' clothings and I must be pregnant. Yes, I'm pregnant but can she not be so sacarstic?? I have been wearing jeans to work everyday ok! Which part of my fcuking skinnies show you it's flared?!! Wah kao..! So what if I'm pregnant, at least I know who fathered my child. Not like you, who might have to list down all the names before concluding to the 'maybe' right one. Shit you, %$%^&&*!! But you are really good laa.. can manage to have two Bfs at the same company. Part time?? Work as a whore, u bitch. Pretending to be decent and yet so proud of it. Whatever you do is your fcuking business but please hohs, I'm not a star (maybe ur idol??).. I don't need your paparazzi-ness. Be worried about ur own scheme being surfaced instead, LCB! Don't boil me up, or I'll make you regret, bitch! You can cry all you can then.
Phew. Released. Haha. I'm back to normal. LOLs. Okay, back to normal blogging. Yesterday went to my in law's place for dinner. MIL cooked Bak Kut Teh. She also fried 2 'sunny-up' eggs for me. But she tell Dearie I have to learn to eat 'pig's waist meat'. Diaoz..~! My MIL told me her plan of getting a 5-room flat. She wants us to move in with her. She could help me look after my BB too. Nice idea and very nice of her laa.. but I'm hesitating. Duh~! Heng, I have got a very understanding Hubby who knows me so well. He told me we could choose not to if I don't feel good. Thanks Darling. You are the best laa! Although Hubby is not the richest man nor the most well-tempered guy, I really feel that he's the best. He might have his tempers, but he knows mine too. How sweet can we be? *blushes* Yesterday before we sleep, he told me he loves me even more after our wedding. I was shocked as he's not one with sweet words hanging on his mouth every second. But I'm happy! Hees. Hubby so cute loh. Every night when I fell sleep, he will talk to BB and keep rubbing my tummy. Yesterday night, I BTH loh. He talk so long and disturbed my sweet sleep. I woke up, knocked his head and ask him enough anot?! Haha.. thinking of it now, I cant stop laughing lohs.. Hees.
I feel very different now. Abit sad laa.. dunoe why also. Although I have darlings whom care alot about me, Mummy who loves me so much and Hubby who loves and dotes on me like anything, I still feel unhappy. I just feel very hot-tempered many of times! I dunoe why. Feel so pek chek and unsatisfied. And also, I find it hard to get along with people whom I used to love being around with. And most importantly, I get so hot tempered that my poor Dearie gets stuck in a difficult situations. I told myself to control my emotions, to think for Dearie, to swallow down abit..but I just can't. I simply jump at the slightest things, cry over the silliest issues and get annoyed and frustrated easily. I hate this. I feel so bad. I feel so difficult. I'm a such bitch laa!
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