Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Blogging away my last hour for work today. Before I start, I have a good news to share! Please clap for Mrs Chua here, people. I have COMPLETELY quited smoking. It has been a week already. Yea, not even a puff. Nothing!! Hurray, I have done it!! *CLAPS* I'm so proud of myself. I have kick it on my own determination although ciggies are in easy distances. I will try even harder to see this going throughout my whole pregnancy (and life if I can!). I really hope to quit smoking for my future. Many precious moolahs would be saved!!
Baby Keida is kicking as usual. Guess she's swimming happily in me. I am so glad I have kicked smoking as I believe it helped Baby Keida to be more active and healthy. According to the pregnancy calendar, she is starting to react to sounds. Actually about two weeks back, I already realised Baby Keida reacting to voices. She kicks when she hears Daddy's voice. She kicks when I was playing AuditionSea. And most amazingly, she kicks whenever she hears music. Perhaps Baby Keida loves music! Haha. My lil precious is so adorable. I can't wait to see her!
I have been thinking about delivery these days. Many asked, am I not afraid of child birth? Actually, I am all along damn afraid of pain. I don't even dare to pierce my ear lobes! However, I'm not so afraid of child birth as I feel that it's one of the greatest thing to do. Worries there are, of course. I worry I might not dilate enough and it will be extremely painful. I worry Baby Keida doesn't eat enough and weigh too light. I worry of which hospital to deliver in. I have so much worries!! Hehs. I have been putting on weight. I currently put on about 15kgs. And from my photos, many would agree I'm starting to bloat up. But I don't care laa.. As long as Baby Keida is healthy, I don't mind being a sow okay. Haha. After birth, I can slim down as much as I want to. Heehees.
I don't understand these people. Whenever I'm out of the streets, there bound to be 'unwanted visions' on me. No, not people giving up seats or what. Unkind visions, I should say. What's wrong with these people? I'm married and I am already 20 years old. It's not as if I'm 15 or 16 years old what! Why do I deserve such looks? Is it illegal to be pregnant at the age of 20? I mean what's the problem with you? Why are you giving me weird stares? Please, get into the modern age. Many people are starting a family young. I don't see a problem as long as you are responsible. Think, when my children is 20years old, I will be only in my early 40s. I would still be young and strong enough to work for my children's studies expenses! If I were to start a family at 40yo (which I didn't say is WRONG or WEIRD), am I able to continue to support my children's studies at the age of 60+? So, please people.. Be kind on your visions. Don't wear coloured lenses. Being young doesn't meant weaker in management. In fact, I believed many older workers have been laid off due to more young workers. And many managers are a lot younger than those senior workers who worked more than 20 years.
P.S: I miss my Darlings badly!! Meet ups desired. =)
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