Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Yippee! We managed to catch the transport today. Not late for work again. Hoho! Isn't that great?! Tomorrow if we aren't late again, we have been punctual for a week straight. Good, goody, good!! Ya, I know that it's our responsibility to be punctual. But we just can't help it at times. Lols. Now, we are trying very hard to be punctual everyday.
Since last week, I have been feeling very uncomfortable. Be it sleeping or working. I feel that my tummy has got bigger and heavier. I really could feel the pressure and the weight gain. When I stand up from sitting position, I need support. Getting up from bed to the toilet, I also need Hubby to push me up. I feel so heavy and I couldn't move as agile anymore. It feels terrible. Cramps got more frequent too. I told Hubby the problems I was facing. He agreed my tummy has become bigger. More veins on my legs are showing too. I really can feel the strain of walking and turning about. These few nights I haven't been sleep well. I feel very sleepy in the noon. Always dozing off at work around 3pm. But when it comes to at night, baby keep kicking me that I couldn't get to sleep. More toilet visits now too. At times, baby kicks in the middle of my sleep waking me up too. Everyday going to work makes me lethargic enough. Now, I don't have adequate rest in the night, I feel worse at work. Some how all these discomforts caused my mood to be very bad.
Hubby is worried. He warns me about going into a depression. I have many questions in mind. Why am I feeling tightness in my tummy? Is it because there isn't much space for baby's movements? I really can feel the obvious kicks and movements of my baby. Plus, the shape of my tummy is very obvious when baby is moving in me! My whole tummy turns out-of-shape and also protruded. Is baby too cramp inside? Am I not eating enough? What are the signs of labour? Am I going into one soon? How do I know whether my baby is engaged already? Questions, questions and questions!! OMG~! I think I need to ask the gynae on Monday's check up as it's only the ADC scan this Friday. Hubby and I decided to start swimming at least once every week. Hope it helps with my discomforts and a smoother delivery.
Also, I need suggestions. I wanna dress up! I don't want to be so messy and so wobbly-dressed. I don't want to let pregnancy affect my appearance. When I look into the mirror, I feel that I have NO radiance and I'm getting uglier. Haggard and auntie-looking when I'm only 20? This cannot be it!! I want to make Hubby look good, I want to look good too!! CNY is coming and I have no idea on which kind of clothes I should purchase. Any suggestions? I want to be back to my life. To dress up like every other lady. But I know it's another figure now. So, which type of clothes look best in maternity period? I mean, who says MTBs cannot be pretty??!!
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